Swingaments

I'm extremely frustrated right now. And kind of have to vent I guess, so I guess that's one good thing about this blog lol. I've never had such terrible swings in my life. I don't even think these are natural and I feel like I'm on Perma-Tilt. I can't play without getting frustrated and generally this is very unlike me. Generally I don't play really bad on tilt or nothing, I don't do anything overly crazy though it's possible I do get a tad spewy but not to the point to make me a losing player in most cases. I'm just not sure where I stand anymore though, I thought I was doing well and was one of the better regs on the tables and now I just feel like a fish. I'm now on a $950 downswing in the $6 45's along with a 2,000 game breakeven stretch which I think some will say definately happens, but -$950 at $6's??? This is just way too fucked up. I mean you can't honestly tell me that's possible if even just 10% ROI is EV for me.

To top things off I had a few deep runs in some MTT's but couldn't run good enough to FT them. I busted 28th in the $7.50 turbo along with a 21st in a $2r and to make things just that much sweeter I FT bubbled the 4.40 turbo. That has not helped with the frustration I've been going through with my 45's. Anyways I'm not sure what I can do at the moment, especially considering my attitude towards poker right now is filled with so much negativity, it's not good for my game. I also have big issues with reviewing my game cause I just never find any big problems, especially when I'm frustrated like I am, and I think that's pretty standard. I guess I can only relax, or try to. Here's what swingaments look like: